When to CO practice and a lot of things happen, mostly unhappiness, regardless is it individual or toward other people. One word to describe the whole day, "sian" =(
As usual, got a scolding from lao shi again, using the same phrase that he say before, a couple of times. I just hate it when he say that, I feel that it is quite a hurtful remark =( Don't worry, I will be fine, the same old me will be be back again =) All I just need time to reflect about myself. Or I'm using the time doubting myself? Who knows, I'm the only one will know....
A life of a musician to success
What is a life of being an musician to his success? Well, there is no doubt that that a musician life to success is a tough - a bumpy ride. There are lots of obstacles obstructing the way. We will need to take each step carefully and slowly to overcome it - no point rushing as it might hurt ourseleves. We will need to overcome it so we can improve and more forward to meet more obstacles that is ahead of us. Althought being hurt by these obstacles is no doubt but this is how we learn and become better.
There is one thing that a musician must always remember in mind which I believe. Regardless whether it is an insult, criticism or a scolding, we have to accept it, no matter what. Even thought, the statement maybe cruel or hurtful, we still have to accept it. That's right!!!
The reason is simple, when we take in such statement, we will improve. As we are taking in such statements, we are already reflecting on ourselves as what could have causes us to be given such statements by others. Once we are able to see it, we will be able to change or improve and make it better.
Sometimes, I feel that we all deserved to be given such statement. This is because that some people just need that extra push to keep that moving forward and succeeding to becoming better. No doubt, I'm one of them. Athought, that push has made me thumbled down the stairs from where I stand, leaving me in pain; shattering my hopes and dreams. But I believe that I am capable of climbing back to where I am stand before or maybe even higher - proving to myself that I won't let you pushing me down the stairs again.
