Freedom

Went for piano lesson late as I can’t remember what the timing for the lesson is. I have been trying to remember to since last night and the moment I woke up in the morning I remember the timing, kind of weird. I think I have short term memory loss.

Learning to play piano is my dream since young. But everyone can play the pieces so beautifully and emotionally. I just wonder can I do it too. I always envy these people and dream one day I might like them to. I’m sure I can do it but it takes time and lots of practice, just one day… still waiting for the day to come.

Decided to change the songs again to some nice piano pieces, the pianist is able to play the various songs so beautiful and emotionally. I found couple of songs that I like and I’m totally engrossed. My most favorite piano piece is currently from the movie “Laputa: Castle in the sky”, the theme song. I think is called the”天空之城 - Carrying you”. I have no idea what is the correct song name. The more I listen to it, the more I like it.

Finally, the BB concert is tomorrow and I am currently having butterfly in my stomach. I am afraid that I screwed up the performance. I will get nervous when it comes to performance all the time; my legs will start to tremble, the indication of me being nervous. I remember my first performance with the CO in secondary school, my legs trembled and I am super nervous. It is kind of stupid. I just wonder why some people have the courage and confident to perform on the stage without feeling nervous. I might want them to share a bit of their courage and confident with me.

Hope everything goes well for tomorrow.