Freedom

After school, I went straight to the TRCC studio to prepare for the preview. I'm really scared that I make a lot of mistake during the preview and mostly not in the ACTUAL PERFORMANCE. During the rehearsal, I managed to play the songs without having any troubles.

However, when the previews starts, things went out of hand!!!! I totally screwed up two songs and it is the main songs, Jiang Jun Ling and Cao Yuan Shang, where I have some part solo with other instruments and I die there. However, the TRCC management says that they are surprise and happy with the performance that we have put up although there are more improvement to make.

After the preview, I was devastate and afraid that Ronald will scold me and didn't dare to look at him. But he didn't scold me nor nag at me which makes me feel more guilty. After that, I was quite emo. Firstly, due to the I screw up the performance at the preview. Secondly, I was hungry and I have no energy to do anything. Later on, went to TRCC with the rest to have dinner and went home.

PS: Seriously!!! I have to make more improvement and better not screwed up the next preview and the ACTUAL PERFORMANCE!!!!