Freedom

Why? Why? Why, did I ever have the idea of forgetting to bring the lab coat. What am I really thinking. I have not miss any single lesson and now I serious done it. It is not that I am sick or what, but is that I forgotten to bring my lab coat and I have to miss my practical lesson. I can't believe I forgotten about it, I remember it for the past few days. but I did not receive email about the practically lesson, maybe that is the reason that I forgotten about practical lesson.

I told the facilitator, she try to help me find a lot coat but there is not extra lab coats to be borrowed.

My friend, Hui Ping help me to ask her friends and I receive good news. She told me that one of her friend has a lab coat but the condition is really bad. I meant the lab coat smell. But, this is not the problem as along I have lab coat to do practical. But, for now, no more lab coat, no more practical lesson but only lousy grade for the day.

Nobody is to blame, not my friends nor the facilitator, but myself. I blame myself for being stupid and forgetful. I have been thinking and telling myself that I should not see things so negatively. Since, I now not able to be in the lab doing practical lesson, I should make full use of the time now. I will be having Molecular and Cell biology UT later, so I decided to make use of the time now to study.

PS: I feel like screaming now. Sad to the beyond.