Freedom

I watch a documentary about ice cream. The documentary tells us about the famous ice cream that is in the country that is well like by the people. While watching all the different kinds of ice cream, I started to drool with all the temptation. I really feel like having an ice cream to eat now but the ice cream is fatting.

While watching the documentary, I have a feeling to do some drawing. I use the whole hour to draw the picture and I think the outcome is not bad. I show my parents the drawing I draw and they all said that drawing is cute. But when I show it to my younger brother, he is there is some place I will need to improve in. Furthermore, he said that I should spend my time to learn to play the electrical keyboard or the piano rather than spending some such time in drawing. I was really hurt when I hear it. In my heart, I was thinking that why can’t I draw. I was feeling that are you jealous that I can draw too!!!!

Hurt by his remarks, I was piss off. I can’t take in what he has said to me. He told me that I should not let my electric keyboard and my piano to be a white elephant. I told him that there are times that it is hard for one to learn by itself but he said that I go learn from someone else. Well, learning from someone is no problem but the fees is very expensive ranging from 180 to 200 dollars. Hence, it is not possible for me paid for the fees.

However, he mention something that is also relevant to which is to go online and search for forum and it settles everything. I was still angry but I notice something, he did go to the extend to search such forum for me and I was touch by his action. I decided to calm myself down, as I feel that what he said make sense. I should spend more time in music, since I was learning when I as primary four and I really like the days of learning music.