Freedom

Not going to said hi today, not in the mood to say.

Hear something shocking yesterday, never expected it will happen, really never... is all my wishful thoughts for all this while.... Actually, is nothing bad about it, maybe I did not feeling like that, but it can't be help, really... they are my loves one after all.

They really do not have the choice, that's why they make this descision. Not going say what choice they made, is really to painful for them, right now... I think I have been affect by their decision, in some way... There is a lot thing I cannot do now,not at this current situation... But is really my dream, now I have to forget it now. Maybe someday, I can fulfill my dreams...

Well, my dream is to go oversea to study, but now I think it is in possible. The study cost is to expensive, and they cannot afford it, beside that, I still need to think my two younger brothers, they are still studying, they need the money to study in Polytechinc.

Although, I'm sad, but, I need to think for others, and not all about myself.